We Become What We Are At 1AM.
At that sleepy hour, our mind and heart start pressuring us - "What have I done till now? Why me? Why not me? What if?"
We start *REAL * thinking at night. Everyone is sleeping. A phone in hand, scrolling through reels and shorts, earphones in ears - and still, somehow, we hear our own inner voice.
We regret. We regret wasting time. We regret watching a reel where someone our age, or younger, is earning more or living happier.
But the truth is - it's not regret. It's feeling. We feel a lot.
The Unfinished Things
I never finish anything - not a course, not a book, not a project. I'm impatient. I have a thousand interests to start but never enough courage to finish.
Everyone starts a race at the same point and the same time. But only the ones who finish are winners.
I couldn't finish anything. And every night, I felt it.
I watched movies thinking they'd inspire me. Nothing happened. I couldn't complete books. Not even articles.
So the question became - how do you live with that?
Then HOW TO LIVE:-
Simple Steps. But Hard to Follow..
After dinner, open any notebook and write down - "What is my plan for the next 2 hours?"
Be honest. If you want to watch reels, write it. If you want to watch a movie, write that too. Whatever you want to do - write it down.
You already know yourself. Based on what you did yesterday and the day before, you know what you'll do next.
After writing, take a photo of that page and save it.
Now the hard part - finish what you wrote, but in half the time.
If you wrote "2 hours of reels," set an alarm for 1 hour. Scroll and finish. If it's a movie, pause or skip - complete it within 1 hour.
You just saved an hour. Now what?
You've completed your free time. Now move. Open something you've been ignoring.
Don't study it. Don't force it. Just look at it for 10 minutes. The magic you're looking for - it lives in the things you've been ignoring.
After 10 minutes, move on. Or if you want more time-pass, follow the same steps again. Write it. Half the time.
WHAT I DID :-
One night I did exactly this.
At 10 PM after dinner, I wrote - "By 12 AM I want to finish an anime episode and scroll reels."
By 11 PM, I was already done with both. And I was bored.I kept on looking timer…
So I opened a tool I had been ignoring for weeks - a security research project. I started exploring. Found a few ideas. Tried them. Tried again.
After 7 days, I made money.
And when it happened - I felt nothing dramatic. No fireworks.
Because I had stopped thinking "I wasted so much time." I started thinking - "I used the time I had."
That one shift changed everything.
One Last Thing
Heartbreaks, ignorance, the people who dismissed you - those feelings don't go away. But they're not here to break you. They're here to move you.
Cheap thinking comes from cheap people. Your value was never theirs to decide. You decide how valuable you are.
If you read this till the end - try it tonight. If you didn't - I hope you're busy living your life.
All the best.
